Friday 31 May 2013

First June

guess what ? look at the clock . 05:00 a.m -,- qiam ? heh . aq terjaga sebab mmg niat nak bangun awal pagi un . aku nak g kampar lepas nih . kenduri cousin . tak jauh pun kan ? kenduri lg . pffttt ! first mmg update blog nih coz today is a special day . first june :') skejap nye masa brlalu . dah setahun . knape dgn first june ? tarikh aq kahwin =3 hekkK kmu ! hahaha . tade lah . the date i know abg in my life . just it . still remember the day . yeahh . fresh in my mind until now . start with he want me to call his phone yg hilang dlm umah sndri entah mana . then , rase simpati yg teramat aq pun call lah ptg tuh time mmg dah kelam nk balik kg . ingatkan still hilang rupa-rupanya dah jumpa . cuak . letak terus call . msg punya msg last2 sampai ke mlm text nya . guna sos top up lg huh . maxis . see . i still remember the date and the time :')


tutt tutt *Happy 1st Aniversary :* love you so much..* text from abg at 00:34 , 1 June . Love is when you've seen the best and the worst of someone , yet you still love them for what they have . Allah, sometimes it's hard for me to understand what you really want to happen but I trust you . I know you will give me what's best .. Sorry for the last night , we fight because me right ? hmm I hate it when people try to hurt me by bringing up my past. :'( I don't live there anymore . Now , you are the person I want to live my life with . I know I shouldn't but I think I miss you , your smile , our memories , our amazing moments , us . I don't change for someone . Let me be me . So I hope you are the right person that will love me just the way I are . For sure nobody can see the future . Our lives are in God's hand ^^

"Nothing Like Us"
Ohh...Ohhh....uh...

Lately I've been thinkin',
Thinkin' bout what we had,
I know it was hard,
It was all that we knew, yeah

Have you been drinkin'
To take all the pain away?
I wish that I could give you what you deserve...

'Cause nothing can ever,
Ever replace you.
Nothing can make me feel like you do, yeah.
You know there's no one
I can relate to.
And know we won't find a love that's so true...

There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together through the storm.
There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together, oh

I gave you everything, baby,
Everything I had to give.
Girl, why would you push me away, yeah?
Lost in confusion,
Like an illusion,
You know I'm used to making your day...

But that is the past now,
We didn't last now,
I guess that this is meant to be, yeah...
Tell me, was it worth it?
We were so perfect.
But, baby, I just want you to see...

There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together through the storm.
There's nothing like us,
There's nothing like you and me,
Together, oh

*back to Malay* hahahaha ! puas dah bace aku menjiwang ? *cakar* =3 heh . actually kte org tade pape relationship pun . serious la tade . kenapa ? tak percaya ? percayalah . tapi kenapa kte org mcm ade relationship ? entah . haha ! aq un tatau lah kenapa aq layan abg camtu . tuh la ~ perasaan tak terkawal . ego dengan lelaki pun musnah en . pfftt ! . lastly , take care abg . love you deadly :* cinta sampai mereput XD fiq ! ayat kau la nih .

maafkan saya . saya dah tersayang dekat dia sangat :")



Monday 27 May 2013

beautiful target


everything will be alright , you keep me next to you . aah aah  ;) kay tetiba  taylor swift sesat sini . hahaha . like it . hee . knape gmbr nih sbelah je ? suka hati i laa ~ i punya blog bukan you . wekkK . heyy you cuti yang ditunggu dah brlalu tiga hari . tade kem ? eyh ade tapi sehari je . baik tayah kan kan ? subjek bahasa lak tuh . alahhaiii . terase mcm terpinggir je f5 taun nih . pffttt . tak kisah la . kalo nak , usaha sendiri pun bole *smile* homework ? mst lah banyak . by hook or by crook aq nak siapkan dalam mnggu first nih jgak . no matter what . ape mustahil ? belum cuba mane tahu ~ PPT amacam ? struggle je aq tngk kekawan aq study . aq ? zzzZzz ~ malas lah awak . tak tahu knape . first seyes mmg sbb ta sihat lah kan . alasan . *baling batu* hmm ape pun aq rase ppt nih teruk sngt lah . maaf maaf . tak dapat nak bwt yg terbaik . ppt dah berakhir . ape pun result nye aq trima . 

yg penting skrang . prcubaan bukan lama lg . usaha usaha . saya nak berubah lah awak . awak bantu saya eyh =P dah jarang online tau . lepas subuh terus pegang buku kowt . pegang je lah =3 bhahaha ! husna berubah la please . ape lg yg kau nak mak ayah tak kasi . semua mereka bg . sanggup nak tengok mereka kecewa ? no ! never n ever ! huh . ketepikan bnda yg tak penting . mak ayah lg penting . harapan mereka tinggi . mase depan aq . kena mula dah skrang . masa main tuh taderlaa aq abaikan . still ade main main skit . tngk skrang berblogger lg . hee . tapi kurangkan okayy ;) haa ! lg satu nk jauhkan lah earphone nih drpd telinga aq . nnt leka . nnt lalai . haihhh ! music ohh music . Kejayaan bukan terletak pada sekuat mana seseorang itu berusaha tetapi  terletak di tgn Allah ^^ got it baby . cari keberkatan . okayy okayy . aq janji tak buat nakal dah . fighting 

27 May 2013 . abg brgelar pelajar matrik . matrik gopeng . dekat je kan ? taderlah tercampak jauh mane pun . hahaha . wuu wuu . busy lah dye nnt . haha . okayy tape . aq okayy je . keep smiling husna . kau akan busy jugak nnt nk spm . biarlah abg blajar . jgn kacau dye . arasso ! untuk abg , good luck ^^ study smart . do the best . nk dpt 4flat en .  nak cakap ape lg eyh untuk abg , hmm hmm ~ tade ape kowt . risau je sikit . nih nnt menggatal =P heee . i keep ur words honey =P







Saturday 18 May 2013

Selamat Hari Emak

Assalamualaikum

aku dan emak aku yang paling penyayang dan tercomel di dunia

kalau emak cakap "NO" , bagi aku akan "NO" jugak . tak boleh nak membantah . even jodoh aku pun kalau emak kata emak tak suka aku akan ikut cakap mak aku . tak kisah la macam mana aku sayang dekat lelaki tu sekalipun . yang jaga kau daripada kecik emak kau bukan lelaki yang kau nak kahwin tu . fikir . biarlah orang nak kata aku anak manja emak ke apa . kenapa ? kau anak manja kucing ke ? heh . kalau kau tak boleh nak buat baik dengan orang lain , buat baiklah dengan emak dan juga ayah kau .

emak ,
terima kasih atas kasih sayang ,
terima kasih atas bergelen-gelen susu badan yang emak berikan ,
terima kasih atas segala ilmu yang mak tunjukkan ,
terima kasih atas segala penat lelah untuk membesarkan kami ,
terima kasih atas perlindungan ,
terima kasih atas pujukan , 
terima kasih kerana melahirkan .

husna cepat cepat ! menaip dengan pantas pantas pantas *sigh* then jumpa abg :) miera , mekasih dah bawak aku pusing schl sampai lenjun bju dengan peluh . seyes mmg basah =3 abg thanks :* ubat ? pun boley ~ terharu . habis caring arr tuh . bhahahaaha ! kay abaikan ! sambung cite pasal abang . adek lupa lah nak kasi gelang tuh . sedeyhnye . dah la susah nak jumpa . taperlah . simpan je lah dulu . kalo ade mase nnt adek kasi lah laen kali . kejap je pun dating . eyh dating ? ngeee ~ hmm jumpa pun sebab neam lah dlu tegur aq sengih2 , grrrr . btw thanks to you lahh neam . kalau tak sebab kau taderlah aku jumpa abg *gatai*

lina hazwani ! awak awak ~ awak marahkan saye ea ? saye ta sempat nak wish lah birthday kat awak . hmm sorry late :) senyum la skit . bhahahaha ! mepek dah . happy birthday lina :) nnt ade mase kte gayut . nah kiss sbagai hadiah :* heee :) haaa ! untuk syahidatul fatimah an-nur bt mohd. izzul azri dan alia husna bt roslan . happy birthday korang . mmmuahhh mmmuahhh XD rindu siottt kat korang . oppsss . *bahasa biar sopan* okiess ~ hoiii rindu lah . jauh nye kte smua en . tak macam dulu dah *air mata bertakung* OMG -,- cari tisu cari tisu . hmmmm . aq rindu mags11 . rindu sngt . knape kte smua jadi macam nih . salah aq ? maaflah kalo aq yg tak pandai nak jage ukhwah kte . tapi antare kte smua mcm ade gap . life korang n life aq macam tak same . aq rase tak bole nak join lah . tapi aq still sayang korang tetap macam dlu . *percayalah*  aq tak lupa tau semua kenangan nakal yg pernah kte bwt . korang lupa ade gak yg kena sembelih ni . tapi aq harap kte smua bole brjaye . aq mohon korang jage dri . untuk mags11 jangan membutakan diri sbb cinta seorang lelaki okayy ? i'm begging you dear . please . just remember life breaks us all , but in the end , we're stronger in the broken place ... may Allah bless us ^^ #copyright reserved .